There is no certainty.

only opportunity.

-L

Major Effing Issues.

Okay, so this is the first weekend where I don't have a midterm to study for on monday...
but that's not saying much considering next week is the last week of classes... >.> so my prog is f'ed up. XD

But saying that just makes me feel even more stupid and useless... because I have not yet accomplished anything <.< ...

It's not that I don't want to. It's probably because I have no courage. But mostly it's because I am frozen. And I run. Yes I'm a moving snowperson >.> My humour is gone to hell recently too... so that's probably not a good sign... When that leaves me, I might as well be nonexistent.

Must drown self in sorrows by shopping until my checkbook bleeds XD no, but prolly not. XD

Anyway I'm seriously considering the chicken way out of this... to partially ease myself, but it's sooo against my dignity... >.> sigh, I dont think I have much of that left either.
But maybe that's a good thing.

Anyway, 3 more assignments + Presentation, and iz EXAM TIME.

Can't wait for first semester to be over.

Can't wait for a new beginning. Maybe then I can change.

-L

Decision

nothing.

... haha, f that =P
and I dont mean "function" that >.>

the feeling of giving up is not worth it. XD

-L

Hm.

I am contemplating something.
You can't lose what you put in the middle.

Suppose I want to win something...

choices, choices...

-L

So tired.

I don't get algebra.
Business bores me to death.
Calculus... I don't even want to think about it.
CS ... can go to hell. In fact, it has >.>
I am doomed for ECON.

-L