Livejournal. Reflection 1.

I'm putting Reflection 1 because I'm assuming that I will have further reflections as I continue using the web service.

so certain person has been suckered into LJ because of a fanfic she's been avidly reading, and reminding me constantly of her addiction... indeed. =P so I decided to try it too to see if the buzz is deserved, since I've heard about it from other sources as well - and also from that certain fanfic that I've had to read occasionally under strict force by certain person.

Anyway, 3 things come to mind:

1 - way too messy. you can't really decipher between your own site and your friend's site, or your own post from random other posts... + the organization is crappy.

2 - the backgrounds are awesome. better than blogger; professional or artistic - take your pick.

3 - i hate that i can't change my site title and stuff - like I can here. i enjoy the freedom of change =P

... overall though I will definitely use blogger more, because LJ needs some more getting used to at the moment... it will be my window towards the soul of certain person then... =P

happy blogging, whatever you use.

-L

My Next Life

I want to live my next life backwards:
You start out dead and get that out of the way.
Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day.
Then you get kicked out for being too healthy.
Enjoy your retirement and collect your pension.
Then you start work by receiving a gold watch the first day.
You work forty years until you're too young to work.
You get ready for high school: drink, party, and you're generally promiscuous.
Then you go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, and have no responsibilities.
Then you become a baby, and then......
You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury in spa-like conditions - central heating, room service on tap, and then.......
You finish off as an orgasm.
The case is rested.



-L (but I didnt write this, of course... it's too awesome to pass up XD) hope you fellow bloggers/surfers enjoyed it XD

Last Day Of School: Reflections.

4 yrs of high school just flashed by so fast. I never felt totally attached to the school, so I guess the nonexistent feeling of sadness is just a symptom of that apathy. I know I've definitely changed during high school, who doesn't? But not so much as completely changed, as just slightly molded into a older person... I won't say mature, because that's not what I am at all, haha. I made some great friends, close friends that I won't ever forget even if I wanted to. I met some people whose existence I'm grateful for. I've done a lot of things, and experienced circumstances and feelings never before possible.

But I don't feel sad. I feel a sort of wonder at the people I know now and what they will go on to accomplish. I see us meeting as adults in a different world, and the strange emotions that will tie to them. I think it would be a fun thing to see, if it ever happens, and I certainly hope so.

This separation in the path, overgrown with exotic and new feelings and circumstance, will lead to our finding and growing into our selves. It's quite an ethereal feeling, and I hope that everyone achieves whatever they may desire.

Much love to all who were there for the ride and best wishes to everyone.

Of course, to LX, who will continue being there for the ride =P... *LOVE*

Goodbye, Lisgar08!

-L

Something Over, Something Begins... everything f'ed

Well... I finished my AP exams last two weeks... so that's a relief. now before i can even breathe easy, I have acc summ and eng summ (thank goodness iz been pushed back to next week)

I've wasted the long weekend playing a certain RPG game... lolz... no it's not that one. i would kill myself if it was that again... haha anyway i just feel that my life is a big mary-go-round and i'm getting tired of the routine, even the stress... which used to be something out of the ordinary has now become a normality. i've been sleeping wayyy too late and waking up wayyy to late, and my body is feeling the strain - i've had a cold for 2 weeks now... a friend said i shud check for sars but i think iz just my bad sleeping and eating habits.

also, i've been drifting more and more into my other world - which i had occasionally stepped into before (esp on long bus rides, hopefully scenic)... but now i'm deeper into it and spend longer periods of time there than is healthy for a sane person, i s'pose i just need the higher dosages (no, i'm not doing drugs -_-)

and that game is not helping.

i really like something a char said tho: "I got into gambling because gambling is like life in little bursts. Life is a big gamble, you know."

I know it's nothing special or unique or new, but it's definitely a good thought to hold onto... and I just realize my left hand takes over more than half of the keyboard space.. I mean I even use my left hand to press Y as well as B... at least H is part of my right hand territory...

I wish I could still write with my left hand...

-L

Fight Club Warning

"If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this is useless fine print is another second off your life. Don't you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all who claim it? Do you read everything you're supposed to read? Do you think everything you're supposed to think? Buy what you're told you should want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you're alive. If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned... Tyler"

appears in the DVD release for only a second after the legal disclaimers... kewl eh?

-L