Day of Semi-Relaxation

I got yelled at for being home at 9:30 pm but I still wholly enjoyed my day/evening =) ... but I mean, c'mon - 9:30 pm is HARDLY late -__- at 11 I can understand... it would take me 30 mins to get home from a closing library (if I was there) anyways... geez. I'm never gonna have kids XD

In any case, cuz I was feeling stressed and bored and whatever else is on my plate (psyche mostly) I decided to go with a friend to Rideau mall till 6 pm (having stayed in school till 4 to do some work, so it was productive).
We ate some food - NY fries for me lolz =) yuuum... I spend like $10 today (on the poutine and a yogurt from yogen fruit ... NEVER do kiwi + wuzever that berry was... not kewl) but I'm totally cool with it =) the company was great and the atmosphere was fab =D I <3 it

Then I got coaxed into going to the Chess Club at Ottawa U... it was strangely great. There wasn't any excitement or anything... but the company - all uni guys (with a lot to say =P) were AWESOME. It feels good to be with them - like any kind of stress disappears and such... there's a strange sort of serenity - and as Linda described it - they are like an older brother's best friend type of people

<3 it.

I'll be going to Chess every wednesday from now on... a weekly dose of fun comfort in the middle of boredom and stress from hell known as school.

now I go do my poli assignment

cheerioz XD

-L

Review - prompted by tomorrow

So I got my report card 2 days ago... it was weird. I got this mark in stats and I don't know how the teacher came up with ... I mean we haven't gotten any of the 4 tests back yet... and from ppl who have taken her course before, iz unlikely that I'll see them again lolz
and apparently at the end, my mark is gonna plummet like hell. but whatever.

Business, I'm happy with... I'll cut my losses (cuz the last test was just EVIL - so much red on the scantron MC sheet -__-) ... and I'll kick ass what can I say =P

Politics...
well, I'll just enjoy it like I already do =) my marks shall suffer, but whatever, at least I shall retain this information for years to come... not like MATH hahaha

yes I'll expand on that ...
Math Learning of Me: I learn everything really fast - usually I get it in an instant or two... the concepts goes in and I get it... and I can apply it and life is great.
But then immediately after I have been submersed in math (aka finished exams, aka summer vacation, aka life) every inkling of mathematical understanding learned just escapes and dies on me =( ... I can't even find derivatives any more... the simplest thing, I know =P altho some REALLY basic things I still remember... but yawr... definitely don't remember how to do conic sections... or ANY calculus - the thing that I got a RLLY low mark in... oh well, I give up on that. (NOT going to do that new math course -__- just so I can make more pain for myself? I don't think so buddy) so the conclusion is that I remember nothing from anything I "learned" in any of the math classes... thus I am thinking twice of Waterloo (aka double degree w/ math) ... because... it's not like I'm gonna do something seriously math-related that I need a goddamn degree for it... altho it is more challenging.

decisions decisions...

("tomorrow" = last day to drop a course before full disclosure) ... that's what instigated all this, I know, strange eh XD

-L

Stuff.

I have no idea what's going on.

But I'm going to be focused.

That's right.

-L

I hate being wrong.

I got like 5 questions out of 20 for the multiple choice on the test... I hate being wrong. I really, really, really do.

This sux.

*teardrop* *violent hate* -___-

-L

The Weekend has Failed Me.

Just as the title says... Got stuff done, but felt like nothing was accomplished... like it takes me such a bloody long time to finish something - aka the stupid effing radio ad -_-

let's see what's happening tmr... o yawr, presentation - this is just shit. shit.

mon - poli party presentation
wed - biz IBP rationale proposal
thurs - poli test on chapter 11

o hell.

-L

Exhaustion + Emerging Stupidity

ok, so yesterday was Oct 31, Hallow's Eve (for Halloween is just a cheap child's way of describing this witching day hahaha =P funfun eh?)

Since 31 is an odd number, it was day 1.

So, my worthless brain just registers that today, Nov 1, was day 2... cuz u know, that's a natural sequence and everything...

Of course, I knew full well that whether it is day 1 or day 2 depend on what DATE it is - whether it's odd or even...

So I thought I had a spare in the morning
So I slept in
So I got the school... and I was late for first period -_______-
by 40 minutes.

Hahahahah... and the funniest thing is that when my biz teacher (thank goodness it was business class... if it was politics I would positively die -_-) was like: You just got here? Me: yes... Him: Oh... I thought (point) that was you...

the dishonest side of me wish that I had never mentioned anything to him =[ ... but I did finish and hand in my media portfolio on time, even before other ppl lolz

Oh well... they didn't do ANYTHING in those first 40 mins... thaz just madness haha =]

And there's a dance today... which I don't haev a costume for... so screw that whatever, I've had enough of pain and suffering already...

come deliver me from hell, weekend XD

-L