Unmotivated

Biz Club is so gonna die -___-

-L

It has not yet began.

When life gets you down, whether by action or lack there of, I just have to always remember to myself that High School... it is nothing. The first two decade of my life is not even the first breath... where I've been confined, somewhat, to a safe secure place. It's not even life yet. It's hard to imagine... where would I be, what will I feel in ten years?

-L

Form A can go die in a sink hole.

the most stupid thing is required to get reference letters... basically a list of activities I have done since grade 9 >.> and verified by teacher supervisors... SO THAT other teachers can talk about those things... isn't that overtly redundant... STUPID.

I'm so not doing this.

-L

Cross Country

I've joined the cross country sports club thingie... where we just run everyday after school for about 40 mins (depending) ... from mon to thurs. I plan to just do at least monday and wednesday, but thurs also sometimes.
I've learned something about myself during the experience of monday and wednesday... I cannot run at all... I could not finish the laps and my throat feels like it's about to peel from the inside or something... but today was definitely better than monday - good sign
I shall continue no matter what and one day be able to run without getting sore the next day. I'll be physically prepared for life... yes that's how I see it. HAHA ^^
to endurance! (for speed is for the gifted and the ones chased by mad foaming-at-mouth rabbid doggies)

-L

Realy, Really Pathetic.

I am so gonna die in university.
Why?
I get shaky mailing a letter.
Yes.
That's right.
It took me 5 whole minutes to write the address - very un-neat I must say... althought I did write everything letter/number in a GIGANTIC way... =__= My hand likes to shake.
The return address took 1 minute to write... very tilted, but who cares... hopefully the post people don't mistake that for the mail-to address and return the mail back to me... that would SUCK. (and yes, it is written on top left hand side... underneath the big huge ALGONQUIN COLLEGE logo... it was the only envelope I had in disposal, ok -_-)
The actual mail ... man I cannot sign my name for shit. Normally when I sign on unimportant stuff, anywhere, it's perfect, fine and dandy. But when I actually have to sign something for official purposes... my hand, yes folks, you guessed it, shakes... and my signature just looks retarded... like seriously, the lines are all in the wrong places! =(
This is obviously NOT good if I want to have consistent signature for all my future life... ACCKKK... I probably need to take a class in this or something...
Need more confidence in everything I do... =3

I call mailing a letter an EXPERIENCE. like one for the book of suffering.
Pathetic. -sulks in corner-

Now tomorrow, I have to get the stamps and -___- this is depressing.

-L

An observation

when my printer prints... the whole table feels the tremor... it's weird >.>

School Guidance is the Suck

Okay, so I have my spare (which wasn't official yet because I hadn't gotten my timetable yet atm) and during that period I went to the guidance councilor office to see what was the hold up on my course change... and it turns out that it was done already and so I got a copy (I had never heard my name in the announcements so >.>) ... and then right after I got out of guidance, the announcements went on and alas, my name was called... I'm just looking weird and thinking like O_o ... so what the heck I went to get another copy of my timetable... what do u know, right after school it happened again... and I just ignored it... these people are trying to fix their shortcomings, but it's not.working. I just know that I'm gonna be f'ed for uni appz... just watch -__-

-L

International Business

I'm in class right now and I can't believe that this blog works here... omgz =P I hate how nothing can be saved and I can't get into my H drive or see handin folder... how depressing

newayz, I'm going back to "work" now

-L

AP English

This is actually a very simple decision: If I keep the AP English now, I'll have to do a lot of work... and I'm not a very good participant in this class, so that's not good either.
If I drop AP English, I'd take regular English next semester, where I'll have 1 spare in each semester and even up my work.
Of course I've thought above just having two spares in the second semester so I can study for AP... and then it occurred to me that if I dropped AP English, I would only have 2 AP exams to worry about instead of 3 (although one of my goals was to have 3 APs... well I'll cut my loses)

So I guess I'll just hand in the form tomorrow for dropping AP =) I'm sure I won't miss the class.

-L

Whispers of the Heart

耳をすませば (If You Listen Closely) is a movie by the infamous Miyazaki of Ghilibi Studio. It's a 1995 film and as expected, it is fantastic. The charm of the story and depiction of characters is first class. I absolutely loved the animation, and doubly loved the music, both the background soudtrack and Country Road (the japanese version more so). It's very instrumental and beautiful.
luv it ^^

-L

Back to School

Today was a half day, so technically I still have another half day before school "actually" starts... and as per usual, after the administration stuff were being done, things... are not so good. I realized that I have to redo ALL of my personal information on that sheet... the address, phone #, parent's contact info... which is going to be a huge hassle -_- Damn it. And my courses are, for the first year in high school, to be screwed up - I get 2 spares on second semester, like I'm gonna need that when my marks don't matter anymore... GEEZ. Many things to change tomorrow... now it's just a question of which course I'm going to switch to second sem.

I do not like school at all.

-L

New...Place.

So I've officially moved out of my house. Actually I moved out yesterday and slept here last night but it feels more complete today because... well, I've finally got my computer set up! Yes, that is the most important thing.
So school starts in like 1 day... omgz -_- I am so not ready, altho I am infinitely happy that my book orders got here! Very awesome =) I now have everything ready before school (for AP Eng anyway) I Luv Chapters. Amazon is the pits -_-
The internet is actually not bad here, I'll probably enjoy my one year (or 10 months) here... waiting for my parents to buy the house in T.
This last year of high school shall entail, among strenuous work and volunteering that I'm gonna have to do, longer walking time than before but shorter bus rides... har har, didn't expect that. This place is good and bad... but I don't think I'll ever call it home like I did to my old house.

I shall miss you, home of my three greatest years so far. You are a great memory ^^

-L